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Do you molest people in your sleep?
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Work
Current Mood:
nerdy nerdy
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I am very confused by a lot of things lately. I keep having a lot of negative thoughts. I am always having a hard time trying to figure out my relationship. Apparently Adolfo doesn't trust me and I think I may not trust him. I am always expecting him to do something wrong to me. He told me that he felt the same way. What are we supposed to do with that? Actually, I think he is going to screw something up. He thinks I am just going to fall out of love with him and try to find someone better. He basically said that I might be looking for something better already. Maybe I should look for someone else. I am pretty bored around him most of the time. He reminds me of an old man and I am terrified of old people. He doesn't like to have the kind of fun I like to have. I played video games with him and his friends for the longest time and he won't even go out with me. He won't make the effort to try and dance with me. We did go out and danced a little on Saturday, but that was to make up for him making me cry, I think. The main reason I got him to go was so he could drink and his friend was there. I don't know what to do. I love him even if I may fall out of love with him someday. I really don't believe in falling out of love though. I think people just convince themselves that they were in love. Anyways, I have been thinking about this kind of thing. I know that I am not happy a lot of times. I know I could have fun with someone who likes to do the things I like to do. I can't imagine being with somebody else though. I can't imagine loving somebody else. What to do... :(
Current Location:
Work
Current Mood:
lonely lonely
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I have cramps from hell, and they're not even close to as bad as they can get. I need a personal tummy rubber. I am almost off of work, so I can take some Midol, but I have to change clothes and come back up here to workout. I live up here. It's insane. The working out thing, doesn't work out with me! I'm hungry too.
Current Location:
Work
Current Mood:
cold cold
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I am so tired! I have no idea how to sleep. I can't sleep in the same bed as someone else. It's impossible for me to sleep. Adolfo always falls asleep first and he breathes and snores really loud. I turn on the fan trying to kind of even the noise out on both sides of me, but it doesn't work. I guess I will have be a lonely sleeper again. I will get sleep though. I feel bad for adandoning him though. What to do... I have tip-toed out of the room a couple of times while he was asleep, but that is after I should already be asleep. Blah!

I am trying to figure out a costume for a Halloween party I am going to. I tried on the maid costume and it was cute, but not me. I guess I am going for the fairy thing again. We'll see how it works out this time. I need some sexy black shoes or boots though. I will look around. Have a good day!

Current Location:
Work
Current Mood:
bitchy bitchy
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My birthday was full of fun and drunkeness. We all went to Friday's for dinner around 7:30, which was very pleasent. Everyone seemed to get along. The reason I say this is because my stepmother came. I had asked my dad earlier that afternoon if it was just going to be him, he said no. I needed a head count and I didn't want him just showing up with her and my mom getting pissed. I just wanted everyone to be happy, and I really wanted my dad there. After dinner, we went to York's around 9:30. They had a band and it was pretty fun. I don't remember a lot of what went on. I don't remember most people leaving. I thought I danced to a couple of songs, when apparently I danced almost all night. We went to a friend's house when the bar closed and hung out there for a couple of hours more. My mom bought me some cupcakes with the whipped topping because I begged her to. We took them to my friend's house and ended up using them to fight. We had the messiest cupcake fight ever. It was in everyone's hair, stuck on walls, blinds and in the carpet. It was worth it even if I have to go over in a couple of days and clean it myself.

I also managed to survive my day after. I didn't get sick. I felt the need to a couple of times, but it was just tricking me. I still feel like I have acid in my stomache though, so I figure I will stick to water and very little food for the next few days. It is completely worth it though. Adolfo's 21st is today. We will have to wait until Friday and Saturday to celebrate his though. I really wish other members of my family could've been there though (Duane and Holly). I totally wanted a before and after pic too, but nobody brought a camera. I was disappointed, but nobody wanted to see my after anyways. I was looking sexy for my before too. Oh well!
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Work
Current Mood:
sleepy sleepy
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Today is my 21st birthday. I'm freak'n excited! Have a drink for me if you go out anywhere tonight. I got some good smelling lotion, body wash, money and a beautiful ring with a tiny diamond in the middle it's super pretty! I've had lots of people sing and wish me a happy birthday. Nothing will ruin this day for me. Unless it is super tragic or something. Have a wonderful day!
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Work
Current Mood:
giddy giddy
Current Music:
Happy Birthday
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I'm so bored with everything right now. School is boring and it's stressing me out a little. The bad thing is that I will never figure out what I want to be. Why can't Adolfo be a plastic surgeon? I wouldn't have to work and I could have my kid/s and still look freak'n hot. That's the answer! Yeah right. I would be too jealous! He would be making perfect people more perfect and junk. I couldn't handle it. I just want to go home and sleep, but I have to go workout after work even though it doesn't help me at all. No weight has been lost. I ate a little bit of apple and grapes for lunch yesterday. I come home and had pizza. It was awesome pizza though! You should've seen it! It had pepperoni and cheese and sauce! Golly...

If you could afford boobie implants, would you get them done? Why/why not?

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Work
Current Mood:
dorky dorky
Current Music:
Cherry Lips
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I am here again to complain about stuff. I am so very sleepy. I stayed out too late on Saturday and stayed in bed until 3:00 yesterday. It made me very tired until it was time to go to bed last night. I decided not to take a Unisom and regret it now. I set my alarm so Adolfo would get up on time this morning. I reset it for my time, but guess I messed up and was late to work as well. Luckily I was only 5 minutes late and my boss wasn't here at the time. I have a quiz in a little bit and know I won't do good on it. It's really not that bad though. Thanks for listening.

I need to go on a diet. I brought a bowl of grapes and apples for lunch today. I know for sure I won't stick to this kind of lunch very long. I want to lose a lot of weight, but I would just like to lose about 3-5 lbs a week. I heard that if you eat a good breakfast you are more likely to lose weight, but I don't get up early enough to eat. I get up just in time to do what has to be done before I go to work or class. I know I could accomplish this if I give up my Dr. Peppers. Gosh I will miss them!
Current Location:
Work
Current Mood:
blah blah
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One of our Hastings is moving across the street from it's current location and they have a few crappy books for super cheap. I got an Italian cookbook. I am very excited to try it out. My favorite food is Italian. I haven't had a chance to really look in it yet, but I think that is what I will do after I get a couple of things done at home after work. I really hope it has parmesan chicken. I make a crappy version of that using already breaded chicken strips. I enjoy it though. I'm willing to bet that all of the ingredients will not be easily found at the nearest grocery store. We'll find out eventually. Luckily this will give me an excuse to go to the Market Street United. Yay!

I took a spanish test today. I'm worried and feel confident at the same time. Maybe he will go easy on us. Wish me luck!

Current Location:
Work
Current Mood:
cheerful cheerful
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I finally got a car. It's new! It's a Toyota Yaris with the hatch-back and the blue color. I love it. It's very smooth as all new cars are. It has the new smell along with a bunch of different places to hide my drugs! I want to take pics of it, but it need a little bit of makeup before I do. I got my license about 3 days after I got it. I never needed one, but now I do. Everything was way kewel to deal with. My insurance is super cheap and that's with Adolfo on it as well. I just have to get used to driving around instead of just going to the store or to get a soda and lottery ticket. It will be fun! I know it sounds sad but I am happy. It is a huge weight off my shoulders. Probably because Adolfo and I are sharing the payment for the car.
I have class to go to. I'll post pics or something!
Current Location:
Work
Current Mood:
relieved relieved
Current Music:
Everything by the Beatles
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